The Big Move In

He is such a dork! But he's my dork! 

Alright so I have been waiting to announce this because I didn't want to stress about what everyone else thought until after we did it.

Josh and I have officially moved in with each other as of July 25th 2015. We have such a beautiful home together.  I am so very happy with our decision and I found out that many others think it was about time to move in with each other. I was overly scared of what other people would think because well that's how I am and I would never want to lose someone over something so silly.

To be honest this was the best and stress free moving I have ever done thanks to my soon to be step dad Sam. He helped Josh and I get moved and that meant so very much to me because I was very concerned my family would disagree with my actions. However as Sam told me "I hate to admit it but I think it was time for him to move in." This made me tear up when he said that because its the first time in my life I have brought someone around my family that they wanted me to be with and liked as much as they like Josh.

I honestly feel like I have found the one who I want to be with for the rest of my life. I can't wait for what our future brings and whatever it may be I can't wait to stand by his side through it all.

Sometimes I can't believe its only been five months together. I feel like I have been with him for such a long time and honestly haven't been happier in my life than I am right now. I think what makes me the most happy is when I wake up on a Saturday morning to find Josh and Millie snuggling on the couch watching cartoons. I love seeing Millie follow him around everyday and mocking him and every words he says. I love how he tries to act all tough with Millie but yet I know he loves her and is a big sweet teddy bear. (Sorry hunny I told your secret lol). I love how no matter how much of a bitch I am he still loves me and I love him no matter how much of an ass he can be at times. That's just how a relationship is suppose to be.

I have seen a huge change in myself and my daughter. My daughter has always been happy yet this is such a different happiness and I am so glad she gets to have such a close father figure.

Okay so I am a big softy and romantic and yes I am tearing up just writing this right now because this was all I ever wanted. I have my own little family and I love this family so much and don't want to ever let go of what I have.

Okay we are both dorks!