May 21st A New Start

Alright so the last couple of weeks haven't been.... at all fun. But I refuse to let that affect the last part of May. I obviously have a lot on my plate but I think I can make it work.

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I AM OFFICIALLY MOVING INTO MY HOUSE THIS WEEKEND!

WOW! I can't believe I can actually say that 0-0 I am so excited to have my own washer and dryer and a big new kitchen. I've also got a huge back yard for my daughter and I am super excited to get to share all these new experiences with her. There are so many cool things about to happen in my life... that's  what I am trying to focus on for the moment. I will be sharing pictures soon of the house but not until I get moved in a bit more.

I have an awesome family, my moms boyfriend who I consider more like a step dad basically remodeled this entire house for me and my daughter. Of course I am buying this house from him but still who's parents would buy them a house, remodel it and then sell it to them at a good price. Yeah, not a lot of parents would ever do that much for their kids.

So anyways!

Things are really starting to look up.

Sometimes I feel like I am drowning and I will never reach air again. However I always get a breath of fresh air exactly when I need it. On occasion I panic because I don't trust that everything will be okay. After some of the most awful things I have ever endured I have made it out just fine and probably a bit stronger than I was prior to the event. I think a lot of the time people are scared that not everything was perfect or normal. I do feel things happen for a reason and we all can come out of a bad situation when we set our minds to it.

I know there are a lot of people out there that struggle with this as well and hope that maybe if we can all realize that life goes on and we grow and learn from mistakes that happen. We learn that we can do anything we set our mind to and no matter how hard it is we just don't give up. Never ever ever give up.